Well this is a post I never intended to write nor did I want to write it for that matter as it's a little embarrassing. First let me give you the backstory on what led to this happening. As you know I've been doing some recent post about some developments that took place a little over a year ago with Bob's boss. If your not aware of this go back and start reading at "A Long Overdue Post". Anyway the reason it took me over a year to post about these developments is because Bob's supervisor had to give her nod of approval before I posted them. I wasn't about to write about her and what happened since she is well aware of my blog. It took some convincing on my part but she finally gave her okay and I started writing about the developments. But her concern was her anonymity and being found out about is why she was a little leery. Her belief was that since she had basically put together who I was and Bob was and the blog she was concerned that could happen with her. I told her it was just an unfortunate (for Bob anyways) series of events that led to her discovery of our real identity. After some time (over a year) I'd finally convinced her that there was no way anyone was going to find out. I told her even if someone had any suspicions which was highly unlikely all she had to do was deny it and I would do the same. And I promised her that I would not use her real name but rather just an initial that was not even her real initial when referring to her. Well as you can see by my recent post I finally gained her trust and she gave me the go ahead to write about these things.
So everything was good and she was happy and I always let her proof read every post before posting it just so she could feel comfortable with it. I'd given her the name M which again is not even her real initial. Everything was going great until over the Thanksgiving holiday weekend I got in a little to much of a rush and screwed up in more than couple of ways. I was wanting to get my post out since I had some time that weekend and to be honest was planning on making it my last post again. Or at least until something else happened that I felt was worth posting about. I always try and proof read my post before actually posting them to my blog mainly for any spelling corrections. And I admit sometimes things slip by and I have to go back after posting and fix something. That was the case this time as well but it wasn't really a spelling error at least in the sense of something being misspelled. In my haste to get the post up I accidentally used M's real name. Not throughout the entire post just in one sentence and one paragraph. I never caught it even when I proof read it because it just didn't jump out at me with me knowing her real name anyways. Actually one of my readers caught it and made a comment in the comment section about it. Thankfully he did and I would like to personally say thank you Dan for catching it. When I saw his comment I quickly went back in and edited the post and changed her name back to M. And I looked at the traffic numbers and saw that almost 300 people had read that post so far. It had been up for probably a little over three hours when I made the correction but being the holiday weekend I'm sure a lot of people were off work and had time to surf the web. So that was the first mistake I made.
My second mistake was obviously that I hadn't done a good enough job proof reading it before posting but also I didn't let M proof read it either before I put it out on the blog. We never really had any kind of agreement between us that I had to let her read a post prior to posting it. But to put her mind at ease up to that post I'd let her read them and as I said give her approval as a courtesy to her as well as not making her worry. As I said this time I didn't do that again because it was the holiday weekend and I knew she had family in from out of town so I didn't want to bother her. True I could have waited another day till her guest were gone and then sent it to her for her to read. But as I said I happened to have free time and in my haste I just posted it. I felt she'd been alright with every post prior to this one so it wasn't a big deal. Well the next day she called and said she'd seen that I'd put up the new post. She said she had figured I was probably close to putting another one up since it had been several days since my last one. I told her that yes I had put it up on the blog the day before and asked if she'd had time to read it yet. She told me she had and thought it was an enjoyable read even though she had lived it out for real last year. She then told me she'd read all the comments as well and wanted to know about the comment about her name. Well I wasn't going to lie to her, you know how I feel about lying and those same rules apply to me as well. So I told her that yes I did accidentally mess up and use her real name in one of the paragraphs. She asked me what happen to letting her proof read these post before putting them out publicly. I told her about not wanting to bother her because I knew she had out of town family in. I told her I was really, really sorry and that I took full responsibility for it. I told her that not very many people had read it before I went in and edited her name so really she shouldn't worry to much about it. She didn't sound mad or anything on the phone just disappointed that it had happened. I couldn't blame her remember it took me a year to even talk her into letting me post about these things because of her fear of someone finding out who she was. I told her again that was highly unlikely and again that not that many people had seen the new post yet. I promised I would make it up to her somehow and she told me we'd talk about it later as she had some things she needed to do that evening. I told her that was fine and we hung up.
So my third mistake was why didn't I just delete the comment about using her name and then no one would have been any the wiser. But honestly I don't like to delete comments unless they are distasteful or just plain rude. I mean maybe it's just me but when I've read other blogs and I see a comment that has been deleted by the administrator I always think to myself that it must have been a pretty bad comment to get deleted. Maybe that wasn't the reason but because of the way I do my comments and only delete things I feel are inappropriate I just automatically think that way. And the thing is when you delete a comment it says it's been deleted but still displays the persons name that commented. So since there wasn't anything bad about Dan's comment in fact like I said I'm glad he made me aware of my mistake. But bottom line is I wasn't going to delete it and still have Dan's name there and have everyone thinking that he'd said something inappropriate. I know Dan would never do that and so I didn't want anyone else thinking he had. So that was my reason for not removing the comment after making the correction to my post. It really wasn't a mistake as I just described and not removing it was intentional. But the mistake was I never really thought about M reading it and how finding out about it would effect her. But to my credit I was at least honest and forthcoming about it. In fact I'd have probably told her about it myself if I'd discovered it later just to be honest.
Alright now fast forward to the next day which was last Sunday and M called me that morning and asked what I was doing later that day. I told her I didn't have any plans really other than just starting to put up my Christmas decorations. She asked if I had time to come over to her place for lunch and also so we could talk about what had happened. I told her that sure that would be no problem and that by that afternoon I'd probably be ready for a break from decorating anyways. So we set it up for me to come over to her house around 1:00 that afternoon. Again she didn't come across on the phone as being mad or anything just concerned and wanting to discuss this issue. I figured she just needed me to reassure her that no one would find out about her.
So I got there to M's house right at 1:00 and she greeted me at the door with a big smile and told me she had lunch all ready so we could go ahead and sit down and eat. We had a nice lunch and just talked about the Thanksgiving holiday and family and stuff. It was just a nice relaxing time for both of us and gave us a chance to catch up since we last talked. When we were done I helped her clear the table and clean and put away the dirty dishes. Once that was done she suggested that we sit back down at the kitchen table so we could discuss the mistake I'd made on my latest post.
So we sat down and the first thing I did was apologize to her again and promised to make it up to her somehow. I told her I wished I could go back and undo what had happened but that was impossible. I said but I was thinking maybe about buying her dinner at a nice restaurant or even a gift certificate to a free spa treatment. So up to that point I was doing all the talking and she just sat back and listened to me. But it did seem like her demeanor had changed since we were eating. There were no more smiles on her face and she didn't seem mad but just more like she was being very serious at that point. It was like I was seeing a whole different side of M much like the one I saw the night she gave Bob a good strapping a year earlier. But I'm in no way thinking that.that is what she was planning to do to me. Again I just figured she needed to be reassured by me that her worrying about someone knowing her identity wasn't that likely. But after I told her about buying her dinner or a spa treatment I asked her what she thought. Her reply was in a very serious tone of voice (not a raised voice) just very serious and business like. She said that it sounded nice but it really doesn't solve anything. She told me her main concern was that this even happened in the first place after I'd assured her time and time again this would never happen. I agreed with her and again said I was sorry and if I could take things back and change them I would but it's just not possible. She said she knew that but that her real concern is that it even happened in the first place. I tried to assure her that it was just an honest mistake on my part and again apologized and told her I take full responsibility for it happening. I told her I was willing to do anything to try and make it up to her and show her how truly sorry I was. She said well I don't doubt that your sorry as I can see your apologies are very sincere. She said so she knew I was truly sorry and that her main concern was making sure it didn't ever happen again. I promised her it wouldn't and she said well that's what I told her before it happened this time. I told her that was true but it was a mistake nothing I purposefully did. She said she believed me but it was going to take more than just my word this time for her to feel comfortable it wouldn't happen again. By this point I was feeling very intimidated by her much like a young lady being interrogated by her mother. And honestly I was starting to wonder if she was even remotely thinking about punishing me. But I pressed ahead and asked her what it would take for her to believe me that it won't happen again. I said because the last thing I wanted was to have this hanging over us and effecting our friendship.
She then dropped the bomb and said that she was thinking the best way to clear the air between us was for her to give me a good hard bare bottom spanking. When she said this my mind was reeling and of course my mind was flashing to Julie's latest post at "Strict Julie". So I'm definitely worried about being spanked but also wondering if M had read Julie's post and was getting ideas. Well apparently she could sense my discomfort and asked what I was thinking. I told her I didn't know how to put it so I'd just come right out with it. I asked her if she was just talking about spanking or spanking plus other things because I wasn't comfortable with that. She told me not to worry she was not the least bit interested in me that way and was frankly a little hurt I'd even think that. I explained I only thought that because of Julie's latest post which she said she hadn't read. She told me the only blog she even bothers to look at these days is mine. She knew of Julie's blog because it was one of the ones she discovered while doing her research before her divorce. But that once she'd seen it was just her and her husband acting out scenes for fun she didn't bother keeping up with it. She said that she's seen me mention her in several post and assumed we were friends or at least communicated with each other from time to time. But it was not something she was into so she doesn't read her blog. I explained that yes me and Julie do email each other from time to time and that she helped me out a bunch when I first started spanking Bob. She said that is nice and that she was sure she was a very nice lady that gives her husband what he wants. I said she was but then she interrupted me and said we were getting off the matter at hand right now. She said so knowing that she wasn't interested in anything but clearing the air between us how did I feel about taking a spanking. I told her well certainly not excited about it but as I stated earlier I was willing to do whatever she wanted to make it up to her for my mistake. She said so your saying your willing to take a spanking then and if you do is it going to effect our friendship? I told her again I was willing to do whatever it takes to make her feel better about what happened and told her whatever she decided I would be fine with it and that it wouldn't effect our friendship. I told her I was just ready to put this all behind us so we could move forward as friends again. She said that she was glad to hear me say that and that she felt like a good spanking would really clear the air. She said it would make her feel better about the disappointment she was feeling and thought that I'd feel better about my guilt I was apparently feeling because of what I'd done. I told her that made perfect sense to me although I certainly wasn't looking forward to it. I then asked her when she wanted to do it and we could set up a time. I'm thinking in a day or two that way I could mentally prepare myself as much as possible. But she said well we're here now so no sense in delaying it, that we might as well get this over with so we could move on. That certainly isn't what I wanted to hear but was afraid that she'd say. She said that is unless I had someplace I needed to go. Well I'd already told her on the phone that morning that I had no plans that day other than decorating. So I told her no I didn't have anywhere to be so that now was as good a time as any. And to be honest I'm thinking to myself is there really any good time to submit to a spanking? I no you guys and gals that are my readers would think so. But I'm not wired that way so my answer to my question would be a resounding NO !!
I then asked her where she wanted to do this at and she stood up and turned her chair around and said right here would be just fine. She then told me that since she really did feel like I was truly sorry about what happened that she had decided to just give me a good hand spanking. Well if there was any silver lining to this cloud that was certainly welcome news to me. I was thinking the paddle or her strap when she said a bare bottom spanking. She told me to stand up and pull down my jeans to my ankles but said I could leave my panties on. Again more welcome news thinking while there's not much protection there at least it's some. But her next statement quickly killed that thought as she said it was still going to be a bare bottom spanking as that's all she gives but that she didn't see the need in making us both uncomfortable by me exposing myself. She said that she'd work around my panties so that I could keep everything covered up except my bottom of course. Anyway I'm sure I was pretty red face at this point and know I was sweating and quite flushed but I did as she asked and pulled my jeans down to my ankles. She wasted no time in telling me to get up over her lap which I did instantly. The thing was though that she has one of those high pub style tables and so her chairs are high as well. So once I was positioned over her lap my feet were dangling in the air. So now I really felt like a naughty girl over mommies knee with my feet dangling in the air and no footing at all on the floor. She didn't plan on me having those feelings nor had she even thought about the aspect of my feet not touching the floor because I asked her about this after. Anyways once she had me where she wanted me she quickly grabbed my panties on both sides around my leg and pulled them into a wedgie into my crack. So basically it was like I was wearing a g-string panty. It wasn't a tight or uncomfortable wedgie just enough to get my panties out of the way and fully expose both my butt cheeks while leaving all my personal areas well covered.
Then within seconds of her adjusting my panties out of the way I felt about 5-6 hard swats land across my backside. I immediately howled from the onslaught to my backside and believe me any thoughts I had of this being a light hand spanking quickly diminished. There was no doubt that M was going to be true to her word about a hard bare bottom spanking. After she gave me those first few she stopped and asked me if I was really sorry for what I did and that I was going to make sure it never happens again. I told her that yes I was sorry and no it wouldn't ever happen again. Then all of the sudden whack, whack,whack another round of smacks and by this point I was starting to beg her to lighten up it hurt. She stopped and told me it was supposed to hurt that's what spankings are designed to do. She then asked me why I hadn't sent my post to her first and let her proof read it before posting it. I said that as I told her before I knew she had family in and didn't want to bother her. She said well I could have waited another day until her family left and then I wouldn't be in this position right now. I told her she was right and that I shouldn't have been in such a hurry to get it posted. I then said but we never really had an agreement that I had to let her look at it first. All of the sudden another volley of hard swats landed on my now very sore butt while she stated that was a very poor excuse for not letting her read it first. She stopped the smacks again and said that while we never had an agreement that the fact that I'd let her read every one up to that point it should have at least been a mutual understanding. I told her I agreed with her and that from here on out any post involving her I would wait until she could read it and give her approval. She then asked how many people do I think saw it before I changed it? I told her I have a counter that tells me how many times it's been viewed and it was just under 300 in fact 285 to be exact. Then another barrage of painful smacks while she pointed out that I'd said that probably not that many people had seen it. I explained that every time someone reads it it counts and some people I'm sure read it more than one time. So really it was probably closer to 200 or less that saw it before the change. I said and that doesn't mean they all caught the fact I'd actually used her name. She said well we know at least one person caught it so there could have been others as well that just didn't say anything even upwards of 100 people. I told her I see her point but still felt like any chance of her being found out is a very, very remote possibility. She said well she hoped I was right because if anyone did we'd be back here again discussing things a little more seriously.
She said alright that was enough questions and she was satisfied that I was sorry and had answered all her questions truthfully. She said so no more questions let's just get this punishment over with and really drive home the point. I knew from when she spanked Bob how she did things and she basically has two parts to her punishments. The scolding and question phase followed by the real spanking of non stop smacks with no questions. She told me to give her my free hand and she pinned it behind my back. And then started a non stop flurry of hard smacks to both my cheeks as well as part of my upper thighs. I was pleading and begging and thank goodness she'd let me retain my panties because my legs were flying all over the place. Had my panties not have been covering my personal areas I would have exposed everything to her and wouldn't have even cared at that point. As all I could think of was the fire turning into a inferno on my poor butt. Then right when I was on the verge of just losing it all together and the waterworks really flowing uncontrollably she stopped. She helped me up and without even thinking about my rules with Bob I started trying to rub some of that sting out of my backside. She looked at me and asked if I'd learned my lesson and I said I had. She then commented that my eyes were not even watery so she didn't think I'd truly relieved my guilt. I told her that it hurt real bad and that my butt was on fire but she's right I do feel like she'd let me off sort of easy with a hand spanking even as much as it hurt.
She told me to wait right there and she left the kitchen and went down the hallway towards the bedrooms. When she came back she was holding a paddle in her hand. I told her that a paddling wasn't necessary as the hand spanking really hurt and that I promised I'd never make the mistake again. She said I know it hurt I could see that by your reactions but I still don't feel as though you've released your guilt. As much as I hated to admit it she was right I probably would have felt like she let me off to easy once the fire subsided in my backside. And she did have me right at that point of releasing those emotions when she stopped spanking me. She later told me she knew that and hated to stop but her hand was really starting to sting and it couldn't take anymore. But anyways she told me I would feel better if I just released those emotions and then we could truly move past this. I told her she was probably right as much as I hated to admit it. I asked what she wanted to do and she told me to pull my pants back down and bend over the chair. I did as she asked and she again pulled my panties back into a wedgie. She commented that my bottom was pretty red and this shouldn't take much. Then all of the sudden smack,smack,smack a rapid onslaught from that paddle alternating cheek to cheek. The tears came instantly in fact the floodgates really opened up. I couldn't even recover from one swat before the next one landed. I didn't know how many she gave me as there was no way I could even think of counting. But she later confirmed it was only 6 three to each cheek. She stopped once I started really crying and said that's what I'm looking for true remorse and told me to get all those feelings of guilt out. She held me for a minute and then wiped the tears out of my eyes and asked if I was alright. I told her I was and while that wasn't pleasant that she was right I did need to release my emotions. She said she was glad to hear that and then said so we're still friends right. And I told her most definitely we were and thanked her for clearing this up and being so understanding. She thanked me for being willing to give her an opportunity to clear the air between us as well. And then she said let's move past this now with a new understanding about future post that involved her. I told her that sounded great to me and told her let's at least do lunch sometime soon. Then she smiled that wonderful smile of hers that I hadn't seen in the last fifteen minutes or so and said that sounded like a plan. She called me later that night to see how I was feeling and I told her I was still fine. She asked if I told Bob what happened and I told her I did as we don't keep secrets from one another. She was concerned about what he thought and I told her he was fine and that if anyone understood about a spanking clearing things up he certainly did. She laughed and said well your right about that.
So that is the how and why of my spanking which I promised M that I'd write a post about as a little humiliation for extra punishment. And you can bet I emailed this to her first to let her check for any information that was inaccurate or any accidental use of her name before posting.